Suicide Prayer

Artists : Someday I : Suicide Prayer

i lost movement
i lost soul
i lost shiner
sweet fears of childhood washed away
left with wary eyes
comprehending the fall
between resolution
and absolution
dead set on living
through my eyes you cheated me
is this the only way to feel alive?
i've lost darkness
death
god
and save me best for last
sweet fears turned into voluptuous shudders
burning eyes
an ecstatic state between resolute and absolute
dead set on death
accompanied by moments of rapturous beauty that keep me clinging to this mass of atoms
dear god, strike me down
or blind me now and i'll release my soul to hell
will these tears of honey be devoured by insects?
will this weight of nothing
this crushing sadness
the only thing that lets me know i'm truly alive
vanish like my swet naive fears
anyone who's felt this way has lost all fear of hell