Inside Out

Artists : Eve 6 : Inside Out

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines.
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender.
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I burn
burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white
and oh so frail

I see out time has gotten stale. The tick
tock of the clock is painful. All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips
and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale.
So Cal is where my mind states but it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami folded up and
just pretend demented as the motives in your
head
I alone am the one you don't know you
need me take heed feed your ego.
Make me blind
when your eyes close sink when you get close
tie me to the bedpost.