It's Been Awhile

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It's been awhile
since I could hold my head up high
since I first saw you
since I could stand on my own two feet again
since I could you
but everything I can't
remember as fucked up as it
all may seem the consequences
that I've rendered I've stretched
myself beyond my means

It's been awhile
since I could say that i wasn't addicted
since I could say I love myself as well
since I've gone and fucked things
up just like I always do
but all that shit seems to
disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
why must I feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile
since I could look at myself straight
since i said I'm sorry
since i've seen the way
the candle lights your face
but i can still remember
just the way you taste
but everything I can't remember as
fucked up as it may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my
father he did the best he could for me

It's been awhile
since i could hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since I said
I'm sorry